Wednesday 18 November 2009

Endless love

Your heart beat a little faster, your palms are sweating. You sometimes find yourself holding your breath and you feel light-headed. This is your body's and mind's way of telling you something. You're in love. At first, you were elated. You never thought that that could ever happen to you. You only thought that it could happen in extremely cheesy romance novels or in unrealistic movies with equally unrealistically beautiful people in them. Then came denial...there is no way that this is love. Maybe it's just a fleeting feeling. Maybe if you indulge in it for a while, it'll go away, just like any other feeling you've felt before. And so you went ahead and accepted it...for now. It made you feel good. Every time you are together, you couldn't get that feeling to subside, instead it just gets stronger. Before you know it, you realised that you cannot live without each other. You're happier than you've ever been before. You looked forward to the next time you can be together again and when you are, you never want the time to ever end. But just like every relationship, there will always be difficult times. At times you just can't understand each other. You don't know how to figure him out. And so you study him, over and over again. Study all the twist and turns and all the tricks and when you finally manage to cross that hurdle, you remember why you're in love, all over again. And at times, you did try to get away, thinking that you're better off without the other, that maybe this relationship is taking too much of your time but every time you tried to pull away, the only thing you felt was misery. Places, people and songs remind you of your love and so you let yourself fall all over again and it was good. And after so many years together, you know that you're meant to be. You know that you belong together and you know that it'll always be your first love. You do know that I'm talking about my love of dancing right....?




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